I'll feel awful if the Phillies win, but really, the damage is already done - they won the NL pennant. My long range hope was that the Phillies would not win a pennant while Harper is on the team.
At the beginning of the playoffs, my hope was that the Dodgers, Mets, Astros, Padres, and Phillies would all be eliminated early.
(I like the Yankees and Braves. As for the Yankees, I am not a Yankee fan but I like them for personal reasons I won't go into. As for the Braves, much as everyone here seems to hate them, I can't seem to. I think they are a class organization.)
Anyway, I quickly realized that it would be impossible for all those teams to be quickly eliminated, and I really wanted, intensely, the Dodgers and Mets gone. I got my wish so I'm happy.
I'm rooting for the Astros, as despicable as they are, for two reasons: one, so Philly loses; (2) for Dusty.