ah, i'm just so tired of losing baseball and being the laughing stock of the majors. i hate going to/coming home from the ballpark knowing we're this many games back, while other teams are in a race or at least friggin respectable.
we haven't had anything close to a winner since '05 and then the lerners come in house and ruin it all (we're getting progressively worse every year they have owned the club). hopefully next year is better, but we need some major help.
