I've decided that I'm going to leave the DMV and move elsewhere.
I feel like a fresh start will do me a lot of good, and I'll be able to rebuild/start over and have a better chance at fixing the things in my life that I messed up this time around.
been thinking about it for a while, and had a couple of false starts where I back out, due to "what if" fears, but I've decided that enough is enough. I've been in a holding pattern in my life for like a year now, and as long as I stay, nothing will change.
a lot of preparation involved in this, seeing that I have a daughter, and a soon-to-be ex-wife to consider as well.